I am not wanting to sound like a bitter and twisted old hag! I dont think I am one! So definitely dont want to sound like one! But sometimes things happen to people and I have to think....why not me!
It will sound unbelievably selfish when I write about this. UNBELIEVABLY! But its something I have to vent about.
A friend of mine got a wonderful present today from her boyfriend of three years. Wonderful wonderful present. And PLEASE dont get me wrong! I couldnt be happier for her! she deserves it as she is as wonderful as the gift!
But I have to ask myself...why is this never me?!
Now ok..having a boyfriend would help! Of course it would!! But even when I do have partners I have never ever ever once had a partner that was thoughtful, or even after years together knew what to buy me.
Now we are not talking expensive gifts. (although I'm only human....they wouldnt go amiss either!) but I mean thoughtful gifts. A token to show this person knows you as well as you know yourself.
I am not a secretive person! Are many females I wonder when it comes to likes and dislikes. And I have never found out why when I am so vocal about likes and dislikes I never have someone who knows just what to get me!
It's natural to be envious of those in loving relationships who's boyfriends continually spoil them with tokens of affection! But I have to ask...at the ripe old age of 30, when is my turn?!! If ever!x
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